Heartbreak
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FAREWELL TO FEROZGUDA
Dear Ferozguda, I never could part From you but with a heavy heart When I think of the happy days That I spent in my merry ways When innocence wove with pride And consoled me when I cried Of all those evenings spent atop trees By the railway track in summer breeze Samosas of the Continue reading
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YOU OF ME
When you finally let the dust settle Over our stark, barren past I hope you breathe love again When gloomy rivers tell you tales And the night sky finally wakes up I hope it reminds you of me When you pull on your fine sweater To shelter from the intolerant cold I hope you find Continue reading
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YOUR POEM
How do I compare you to the summer breeze? The most beautiful eyes I’ve ever seen and these Lips itching to speak but somehow appease To quiver patiently and give into the unknown Pleased is the soul when it is truly all alone Chains of bondage and broken love set in stone Like a lighted Continue reading
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DESOLATION
I see your face, bothered and lost There’s a paper map between your eyebrows And the wind is blowing everywhere else You cling on to the pain dearly As if you would be nothing without it I recognise your suffering instantly We’ve been down this road before It’s as if I’m the only one who Continue reading
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MINE
A melange of colours in tepid rain Washing away the forthcoming pain Naming a love so uncertain and unsure Shining ahead to the lights that ensure No one’s going to sleep tonight Until you tell me what’s right Don’t close the door- leave it ajar I will always find you, no place that far, Rowing Continue reading
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I HAVE QUESTIONS
Last night you told a thousand lies to me Into my eyes you swore that you’ll set me free But defeat now mocks me and the pain hurts These chains tie me to perhaps my best efforts, You told me you’ll give me one more chance I’m sorry if I got a bit too excited Continue reading
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IF IT’S NOT LOVE
Tortured rivers, can you see Tormented souls trying to be All they ever hoped to see Is now awash the eastern sea When did we become two? A feeling terribly ripped into Cries foul with a new-found glee “A broken heart is all I’ll ever be” A dream fulfills my nightmares Who’s now hidden in Continue reading
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AS I LAY DYING
And as I lay dying, breathless and in torment I asked myself what kind of life I had spent Had it been one full of highs and secret lows Was it the right alternative I regularly chose? The Gods paid me a visit but they were not kind “We’ll just take a look around, if Continue reading
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BAD SON
We never saw eye to eye, just eye for eye Not letting up till it made either of us cry You lose an inch, I secure a mere yard Not unlike gladiators when we sparred Because we fought an endless war Oft forgetting what we were fighting for Now we can’t stop, but can we Continue reading
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HOME THIS CHRISTMAS
I can see the dimming lights aglow From afar as I trod up the steps to our door, I ring the bell but I hope I haven’t woken you up You open the door and stand there aghast Looking at my dishevelled state You’ve never seen me unkempt and I remember How much you hated Continue reading

Mohul is a national-level cricketer, poet, sports journalist, travel writer and essayist from Hyderabad, India.
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